I’m missing
you every day, baby!
Oh baby,
this is hard. At times, I don’t have a clear set of mind, the moment of clarity
and peace.
You were
always there; I turned to you when I can’t seem to tell what was right and what was wrong. You
weighed all the factors, the out coming advantages or the imminent dangers. You
soothed me when I can’t make up my mind, telling me to take my time and
eventually calmed me down.
The fact
that I’m writing everything in past tense is just unreal.
How I wish
I could cherish you more when you were around - Simple things like making more
regular trips to Aachen to enjoying your lovely voice when you sang to me. How
I wish you could be the first person to see me jumping for joy and to hear me
crying in sorrow. How I wish I could turn back time.
I’m longing
for your presence, care, thoughtfulness, wisdom and above all your love. Your attention to detail amazed me. I want to
give it back to you. Tenfold, hundredfold.
If only, I had the chance..